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A date to remember: April whuuuuut?
Friday, 25 April 2014

Assalamualaikum and Heyyo beauties and handsomes.

Caution: sad to overwhelming?Mood swing!

Pssst..my english might not be the best as it's not my 1st language and I'm alwaaaaays lazy to double-check my grammar.\\lol//
Hi again? I guess. Okaaaay,I'm pretty much in my diligent mode.\\I'm bored// Idek what to post.I haven't plan anything good to post like seriously,when did I ever think before posting anything?I never did.\\lol// It's more like a spontaneous kind of thing and that explained why most of my posts sounded so ridiculous.

 Guys,can we just assume it's 24th April 2014,please? Because this is pretty much ceghita semalam ah.\\Lol.yeeeep,semalam punya cite harini baghu ghajin nak tulis-2// Soooo,jyeah.Semalam 24th April 2014 hujan.Rainy day since morning.Sama macam tahun lepas.Yang bezanya tahun lepas hujan lebat time petang.Tarikh yang aku takkan boleh lupa sampai bila-2.\\Never// The same date,last year,I lost someone that I love more than my own self.The one that'll forever be on the top of my fav person ever alive.World coolest nenek ever exist.My roommate ever since I was little.The one that mean a lot to me.\\Paaaah,I miss you so bad// Where were you when I need you so much?You weren't there when I'm facing one of the toughest situation.You promised me that you'll be there when I'm going to go through that tough times.But guess what?You left me.Allah lebih sayang pah.I missed you.I still do though.This life gets pretty lonely without you.Sometimes I'd blame myself that I didn't get the chance to kiss you goodbye.I missed you so bad.Paaaaah,I made it.Yong berjaya lepas ujian tu pah.I somehow know you'd pray for me.Even if you weren't here anymore.I made it.All I ever want is for you to see me now.I want to hug you so bad.I want to kiss you.I miss talking,ranting and do almost everything with you.Tahun ni,everything macam tak best.We miss youuuuuu! I would never forget,last year,when you were dying,I was on my way from sabak.Hujan lebat.Pah dengan Apeh je ada kat rumah.Why did you went outside? Kan hujan lebat? What exactly happened to you? Nobody knew.You know how I felt when I saw you lying outside?In the pouring rain? My body felt weightless.My head started to think of the wildest idea,that you're already dead but my heart told me otherwise.I felt so bad for losing you.I miss you so much.Yong nak pah tengok cucu pah ni masuk U.Yong nak pah witness,cucu pah ni kahwin.Yong nak pah witness kejayaan Yong in future.But,what can I say,Allah sayangkan pah.You'll forever be in my heart.I love you more than I love myself.Nothing can ever change that.

 Tahun ni,24th April sambut birthday Apeh.\\Birthday dia 23th April tho.haha// Well,someone's getting older wohoooo! Happy birthday Muhammad Hafiz bin Hamdan.\\bukan nama sebenar// Budak peghasan sado.Lol.May Allah bless you.May Allah ease your journey.Thanks sebab jadi adik yang tersangatlah sado\\puih..haha//, my bestest friend forever, kembar? Dulu je muka kita acah-2 sama.I swear I do love you but I'll never tell you tho.\\malu seeeeyh.muka sado nak cakap I love you kat kau.Grr// Thanks a lot sebab jaga yong all this while.Thanks sebab bagi advice and some facts bout boys sometimes.And selalu cakap camni,"yong takyah percaya lelaki tu semua.Apeh laki,apeh tau ah dorang tipu ke tak." Agagaga ye ah,yong percaya apeh jeeeeep.\\Lol,yong tau kau risaukan aku en?hahah// Sorry I'm not the best sister on earth.Sorry sebab everytime kita satu sekolah,member-2 yong suka kacau Apeh.\\Alaaaa yong tau je apeh tak suka dorang kacau.lol tapi dah dorang nak kacau jugak nak buat camno?haha// Sorry bila ada abang-2 senior kacau apeh tak henti-2.Agagaga kira okay ah kan?Dorang saja je nak kenal.Sorry kalau Apeh tak selesa bila orang compare yong dengan apeh.\\Seriously,yong pun tak suka dorang buat camtu doooo// One fact,NO ONE on earth boleh kutuk-2 budak ni other than me.I'll break your face if you ever did that to my lil brother.Sekarang kau dah membesar,takyah nak acah-2 poyo dengan aku ek? Tak kisah ah kau lagi tinggi daripada aku pong,aku tetap lahir dulu.Mwahahah.May fate fares you well brothaaaa~ Agak-2 nak tambah sado,amik lemak aku ah weh.Kau dah ah cekeding.Aku pulak terlebih lemak.Aku yang sado.Lol.Kau Spm tahun depan buat betul-2.Aku nak kau dapat lebih daripada aku sebab kau tu laki.Mak lagi bangga kalau kau dapat lebih.Aku malas amik straight A sebab nak kasi chance kat kau.Ye ah Upsr,Pmr aku dah sapu bersih,Spm aku nak kau pulak sapu licin.All the best bro! Psssst..tung ah kek birthday kau tahun ni best gilos.Lazizaaaaah! Aku habiskan sorang xD tahun ni aku merasa dol kek kau? Dah dua tahun tak ghasa :P

 Hokaaaaai! Tu je kot.Ramai dol April babies.Nanti aku post untuk member.Ni khas untuk adik aku.Lol. Esok 26th April birthday bestfriend sejak kecik aku! Tapi taknak wish lagi.Tok puuuuut,tunggu abis bulan April aku wish :3 Utusan penuh kasih sayang dari I.Anyways,esok In sha Allah,heading to sabak.Entah bila lagi nak jejak sabak selepas esok?Tbh,ghindu ah jugak kat sabak bernam.Ufufufu.Takyah ah feeling sangat.Grr..

 Anyways,in addition,semalam dapat tahu I dapat masuk Matrik kat Kelantan.Jauh ah kelantan.Negeri oghang pulak tu.I tak pernah jejak kelantan.Seumur hidup I tak pernah pergi kelantan.Rasa cam taknak pergi sebab takut homesick.Aku tercampak kat sabak pun gaya dah ala-2 kena campak kat UK jeeeep.Homesick tahap paghoh ahahah.Lagi satu nak kena adapt kat tempat baru dah satu hal.Aku dahlah jenis yang lambat adapt dengan keadaan baru.I would say that I'm friendly but that'll be the biggest lie evaaaa.I ain't friendly.Sorry.Semalam aku dok voice chat kat whatsapp dengan nyet\\bukan nama sebenar// pasal macam-2.Suagha aku gedik gila kat bila direcord.Acah-2 fasha sandha pun ada.Hahaha.Mak cakap tak payah pergi kelantan.Mak suruh tunggu Upu.Yong anak manja mak.Of course ikut jeeee apa mak nak :3 Tu je kot,taktau nak cakap apa dah.Till then,ciaooooo! Pray for my next journey mmmkay? Ciao ciao :*



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Feeling lovey dovey? Lol
Wednesday, 9 April 2014

Assalamualaikum and Heyyo beauties and handsomes.
Caution:I didn't mean to make anyone look bad and I didn't mean to say that guys are bad or anything.I'm just sharing my thoughts,opinions and some stories.I do not hate love.I hope no one get me wrong.Peace! :D

\\And oh,pssst...my grammar might be wrong anywhere or so..lol I'm too lazy to check my grammar.And my vocab might not be the best.Lol I'm a malay girl and english is not my first language so,excuse me.haha//

Ohohoooi! I haven't post anything for quite sometimes.\\I'm lazy,yeah judge me.lol// So,I was thinking about having a new post but I don't know what to talk about.But consider me lucky cause someone from wechat just inspired me to write about this thingy,common and cliche but I know everyone know this thingy.\\Oh,I just made a wechat account and still learning to use it.Lol yeah judge me.//

So,can I have drum rolls please? *drum rolls* I'm sharing my thoughts,opinions,stories or whatever related to...Love.\\Yeeeep,toldcha it was going to be cliche and so common.I warned you already// Ookaaaay,I don't even know how to start.So,someone from wechat apparently asked me,whether or not I believe in Love at first sight? My answer would be No.I know some people might disagree with me but as for me,I don't really believe in love at first sight and I'm going to stick with it until at least someone could give me solid reasons or even prove to me why I should believe in love at first sight? I personally think love at first sight is more based on the person's appearance not based on the person's personality.And that's obviously not Love.I don't know how to explain it,but it just not love to me.If you think you fall for someone just when you look at him/her without knowing his/her personality is what you called falling in love,NO that's Not falling in love with him/her.That's called falling in love with his/her appearance.If any guy ever did this to me,I'm going to ignore that guy.Seriously,it's annoying.I just hate it when a guy came to me \\he doesn't even know me// and said something about falling in love with me.Like dude,seriously?How on earth can you say that you fall for me when you don't even know me?So,here's a story from facebook.You can say it's my story.Lol. I used my photo as my DP but I made it private and I'm the only one who can see it.But then one day,I was bored.So I changed my DP with a photo of Waliyha Malik and her cousin.\\Zayn Malik's lil sister..I love the Malik Family.Lol.Just saying.// and I didn't make it private.So people could see.Out of nowhere,a guy from india,added me.I approved without thinking anything.He then greet me.I tried to play nice at first since he was being nice whatsoever.But then he asked me whether or not the DP was mine.That question made it clear enough how fake this guy was.All my nice thought changed already.I thought he was just another typical guys.So I ignore him.A lot.But he kept asking,so I answered.I told him the truth."No,that's not mine." I thought he would just leave me alone but he kept greeting and to be honest,I was annoyed with this guy.Till one day he asked for my picture whatsoever.This made me frustrated.I hate guys who asked girls to send their photos.Like why on earth do you need the photo?I kept ignoring him,giving excuses whatever as long as he leave me alone.But then one day he was super mad at me.Out of nowhere telling me I'm a cheater.Every girls are the same.Girls just love to cheat.Trust me,you wouldn't want to hear all of the thing he said.It was just killing my eyes to read all of that.If I could yell to him,I would but I'm a muslim and my religion thought me to be patient and to never repay bad deeds with another bad deeds.So I talked to him nicely.But he ended up,cursing me and stuffs.So I told him,"if you hate me or anything,just talk nicely.I can't find any good reason for you to curse me." He said that I ignore him and lie and whatsoever.Like seriously? You're the one who started it.May I ask you one question? Why did you add me? I wish I could ask him that.Lol he then blocked me.Lol May Allah bless him.I have a lot of stories to share but zayuuum too lazy to type it all.Lol

Second,do I believe in love through social networks? This is going to be a big NO.Social networks help us to communicate with people from other countries.It also help us to make bunch of new friends with people from different backgrounds.Yeeep,I totally agreed with this.But the big question here,Is it true that love can actually happen through social networks?Maybe yes and maybe no.Some people are just lucky if this thing actually happened to them.Like some of my mom's friend's friend\\I don't know if you get it.lol// met their partners through social networks and they lived happily and merrily so far.But you can't deny that others suffer a lot from this kind of love.My dear girlies,listen to me here.People lie.A lot.Even people that we happen to know in real life can lie to us,what makes you think,people that we knew through social networks wouldn't lie to us?Bear with me guys.There are high possibilities for them to lie.Girls,WE are precious.SO PRECIOUS.So why we made ourselves less precious by falling easily to guys trick?Okay,listen here.I have a story to share.Like I've told you earlier,I just made a wechat profile for myself.Then people added and whatsoever.But I wanted to share a story of this one guy.Okay,he added me and greeted me and we talked sometimes.I never said hi first or whatsoever \\cause my ego is higher that guys.lol// But you know what this guy is a genius,I could tell by the way he communicate and he even told me he is a student of engineering.He's 2 years older than me.But it doesn't matter how genius he is,A guy will always be a guy.I knew he is just another typical guy.\\I hate typical guys// Reasons why I said this? Cause he flirted.\\I hate compliments from guys cause I felt like they're just lying and trying to impress// But then,I talked to him anyway,but I told him firmly that,I am single and PROUD.I even told him how I felt about love.I told him firmly that love through wechat is RIDICULOUS.He replied with a "lol".I thought he will ignore me right after the whole thing I said,but I was wrong.He still greet me.So,I slowly thought that he might not be another typical guy.So,I ended up telling he's just like a brother to me.He told me I'm like his sister now whatsoever.But last night,he greeted me again.But this time,to apologize.He'll be going to the sea to work.\\He's a marine engineer//.So,I replied this,"No we're good.You're a very good friend afterall.All the best! May Allah ease." Then he kept apologizing which made me felt a little weird.So,I asked him why?Which then lead to the truth.He told me that he intended to play with me at first but then he didn't because he felt that I'm a nice girl and I kept rejecting him whenever he tried to flirt so he will feel terrible if he ever did that to me.I thought I'll be surprised to hear that but I didn't.Lol.Then I replied,"Oh,it's okay.We're good but I hope you'll change.None of the girl deserved to be treated that way." He replied,"I hope we're good.Yeah I know,but some of the girls like it and said it's good to spend their leisure time." Zaaaayuuum! You know how I feel when I heard this?I feel ashamed to be a girl.Those "some girls" made it looked like girls are easy.All my years I've been trying to tell guys I know that girls are Precious.Girls,please don't trust guys easily.We're more than that.None of us,girls deserve to be played.I'm not telling you that you can't talk to guys or anything,all I ever asked was for all girls to play hard to get a little bit.Typical guys are everywhere.Be firm girls! If a guy really want you,he should take an action.And words are NOT actions to me.If he really want you,he wouldn't treated you the way you shouldn't be treated.YOU deserve better and nothing less.I know I have no right to talk about this since \\I don't even have a boyfriend.lol// but I just felt I need to come out with this cause I'm a girl too.

 Third,Do I have a boyfriend/Do I date? Again and again and again,NO.No,I don't have a boyfriend and I don't want a boyfriend.I'm saving myself for my future husband.But lemme tell you something,back then,I wasn't like the way I am now.Everyone have past but everyone also deserve a future.Bright future.I believe that good girls meant for good boys and bad boys meant for bad girls.Fair and square right?And having a good boy is every girls dream.Same goes to me.In order to get a good boy as a partner in future,I must change myself to be good,better.Changing is a very strong word.Easy to say but it's hard to make it happen and I'm still working so hard to be better.\\Please pray for me ;)// But do keep in mind,never change for a person.Change for the sake of yourself.Change because you want to improvise your relationship with the Creator,Allah ;) It wasn't easy to change your lifestyle but you should give it a try thou.You never know until you try.

 Fourth,ek? I don't remember my 4th point.Lol \\I swear I had one but I forgot already.Lol// Hmm,I guess that's all for now?I don't know,I seriously had no idea what to say for my 4th point.I forgot everything already.Lol. So my dear,what can I say about love is,everybody deserve to love and to be loved.But don't be too shallow.Love is not only for opposite gender.Love can also be to your parents,your siblings,your family,your friends,your neighbours,your teachers and even yourself.So,why don't you love them before you develop 'love' to the opposite gender? Love people in your circles first and observe,whether or not you're ready to share some loves with people outside your circles.Why complicate your life when you can make it simple?Lol. "Jangan bercinta dengan cinta sebab nanti awak takkan tau apa maksud cinta."--This one is deep xD Y'know what I learnt in this life,"None of the loves from human are real and permanent,so let's seek for the love of our Creator." This one is true and for some reasons,you can even deny.That's all! Ciao.

 Okaaaaay,that's all for today.Ciao!




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Future oh Future. || Dilema Lepasan SPM ||
Friday, 28 March 2014

Assalamualaikum and Heyyo beauties and handsomes.

Woot woot! Howdy sweetmuffins! Lama dah I tak post.Malas oh nak menaip-naip ni..lol. So yeah,these past day (20 march 2014) result SPM keluar maaaa~ Ufufufu..Might mean nothing to you but means a lot to me.Zayuuuum cuak gila I menanti hari tu.(Sebenarnya tak rasa apa.Saja nak cukup syarat je tulis cuak tu sebab semua orang pun cakap cuak menanti hari tu) So yeah,haritu jugak I pergi Sabak bernam nak amik result I.First time oh amik result jauh-2.Sebelum ni dekat je dengan rumah.Tahun ni jauh pulak sebab sekolah jauh nun di Sabak bernam.Takde ah jauh mana.2 jam perjalanan je pong! 

Sampai kat sabak pergh awal gila ah wa cakap sama lu.Ngam-2 sampai sabak time budak-2 tengah rehat.Memang tak ah,jumpa balik juniors kena serbu.Grr..But swears,pengakuan berani mati I actually miss sabak and all the beautiful memories. Tapi tu ah kan,dah awal sangat sampai,memang harapan nak jumpa semua member.Cikgu cakap amik result secara officialnya pukul 2.30 petang.Memang aku boleh tunggu tau.Hahaha so,to conclude,aku amik result awal and tak dapat nak berjejak kasih dengan members.Tapi sempat ah gak jumpa beberapa orang.Mweheheh. Well actually I datang dengan Aziemah. Time tu kitorg sempat jumpa Izni,Rahmi,Hana,Wawa,Syira,Farah,Aan(semua bukan nama sebenar)Tu jelah rasanya yang sempat jumpa.Mwehehe.

 Congrats kawan-2 for anything that you got for SPM! Straight A's or not you deserve congrats wish! I tak straight.Ada yang gay,ada yang lesbian,bisexual,pansexual semua ada..heheh takdelah gurau jeeeep.Senyum sket? Kan comel tu.Berbanggalah dengan result anda sebab that's your own effort babes!

Hokaaaai,tu cuma iklan je.Back to my main point,I want to talk about future.So,budak lepasan SPM ni nak cakap next path yang I akan pilih.Alhamdulillah,setelah dikurniakan rezeki yang mencurah-curah daripada Allah,I pun tak menduga dapat result cenggitu.Result Spm I..tett tett..mana boleh bagitau.heheh.To be honest,I felt so blessed sebab Allah masih kurniakan rezeki dan nikmat yang mencurah-curah dekat saya eventhough saya ni cuma hamba yang hina dan tak lepas daripada melakukan dosa.All praise to Allah.So serious question ni..What I plan for my future? What I want to do in future? What am I going to be in future? 

To be honest,I haven't plan anything for my future yet. Sebelum ni ya-ya je nak jadi Doktor Ortopedik lah konon.Tapi bila dah tengok sendiri apa yang doktor ortopedik buat and tengok sendiri what doctors need to do,Swears taknak amik medik.I memang tak sesuai amik medik.Medik kena serious because this is a very serious matter.It's about saving people's life.Sedangkan diri sendiri pun tak mampu nak jaga or uruskan,nikan pula nyawa orang lain.Oh tidak! Disaster ah kalau dapat I jadi Dr y'alls! Haha So serious question here,Apa Huda nak jadi in future? What course should I take if not medics? Dah ramai yang membantu I cari course yang terbaik for myself.My cousin,Kak Tyra promote eng communication.Sumpah tergoda.To those yang tak kenal I,I'm a huge fan of eng language.Obses! That's one lil fact about me.So satu hari lepas amik result borak habis dengan Kak Tyra.More like planning my future.She's a very good sis tho.Dia bagi some routes I should take if I want to pursue my study in eng communication.Macam best jeeee~ Tapi dalam family ayah dah ramai gila amik eng communication.Nak try something new.

Then mak pulak tetiba approach me and said something about me pursuing my study dalam bidang agama.Like seriously?Serious terkejut.Mak and Arwah nenek nak sangat I amik bidang agama sebab tbh,takde siapa yang amik bidang tu dalam family.In fact,mak and arwah nenek nak sangat I jadi lecturer/Ustazah macam yang dalam tv tu.Contohnya Ustazah Siti Nor Bahyah. Ufufu 'memang' kakak layak jadi ustazah.Yong dahlah perangai macam budak-2.Fangirling sejak form2.Macam pelik je tetiba yong jadi ustazah? Ilmu tak cukuplah mak.But then mak kata,"Kakak sesuailah amik agama.Dah semua subjek agama kakak a+.Layaklah kakak.Yong amik agama eh?" Ya Allah,macam mana ni?Mak berharap sangat aku amik bidang agama.

But then ayah approach me and said something about me pursuing my study in accountancy or perbankan.Seriously?Yong tak minat bidang nilah ayah.Me+account? Seriously?Never in a million year.Tapi acano nak reject permintaan ayah?Susahlah bila both mak and ayah dah ada plan for myself and both plans are different.Mana satu nak pilih ni,mak ayah sayang?I love you both equally tapi yong ni ada sorang je.Camne nak amik dua course tu?Kusut! Then semua nak plan for my life.Seriously?Macam mana nak pilih the right path? Saat kita keliru dan perlukan bantuan,kembali kepada pemilik hati ini.Kembali kepada Allah.Masa skype dengan Kak Asiah cakap pasal ni,dia ingatkan supaya buat Solat Istikharah sebab kita merancang,Allah juga merancang.Tapi Allah perancang yang terbaik.So,I decided to leave everything to Allah.I've done my best,I applied for every course yang my parents and people had suggest to me,so now let's just leave everything to Allah.Allah tak pernah kecewakan saya.Allah will always be there to help me,just like the last time.When I needed Allah,when I'm feeling so scared and alone,when I was facing something huge in my life,Allah ada.Hanya Allah yang ada masa tu.Takde orang lain pun yang tolong.Takde yang lain menjadi tempat bergantung harap masa tu.

And there goes my story after getting spm result.Kusut kalut semua ada.Ahahah sekarang tengah chillax kat rumah.I think about nothing at the moment.Malas oh nak fikir.Since when I ever plan for my future?I never did.Haha I'm the kind of person who will just go with the flow..Lol.I guess that's it for now.Malas ah tak tau nak taip apa daaaah xD Ciao dulu sweetmuffins! bubbye ♥




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